MchectorII 2021-05-12 05:07:28

I know,life can be hard but think of the pain you would be causing your family if you went through with your plan.
I also have had moments when I felt that my life was only full of hardships,however,for some reason,I still had a small sense of hope that things might get better if I just held out another day.At the time,I would have considered that feeling as nothing but a delusion as it didn’t make my problems go away.It took me sometime to realise that instead of spending time trying to find an escape from my problems,I could try thinking of ways of facing them.As I could only depend on myself (because of being literally alone out there),I had to adapt to my problems and fight them one by one.Even if a plan didn’t work,I kept creating and throwing ideas until something stuck.Thinking back on it all,it was a nightmare but I didn’t regret making the struggle to reach where I am.And as much as I dislike having to awake and face my problems everyday,they’re also the same reason why I was able to keep going until now.I also learn that in life,we all have to take the good with the bad and even if it seems that everything is ‘bad’,we just have to try to see the better side of it all.

The first thing I you can do is to talk to someone you can trust like a family member of friend about what you’re going through and see if they have any advice.It isn’t easy but you just have to start small and move slowly from there.You can also write down your thoughts if you want to be more private.Stay strong and hang in there no matter what!